The Miscarriage: Going Green
These days, whenever i see babies or friends or even strangers with their babies, i grow Green...Green with ENVY...
Can't help it but I'd start to imagine if our little bun didn't lose its heartbeat how will life be like now?
If Lil bun is still in my tummy healthily, I'll be at week 19 now and we will more or less now if it's a baby boy or a baby girl...
There're so many babies and mothers around recently, be it out in public or even on facebook, seeing people post cute daily lives photos of their little ones...
Sometimes I'd wonder, why is it that they can have such a smooth pregnancy even though some of them were unwanted pregnancy (looking at the shot gun marriages on the rise recently).
I'm turning into a green monster..............=(
Anyway the good news is, my AF (aka Auntie Florence) is finally here!
and that's 8 weeks after my D&C procedure, that means we can start trying to for a baby again after AF is gone..I hope fertility gets back to normal and I will start ovulating soon though..
Then again, if we do conceive again, this time round i think the biggest fear will be phobia of having another miscarriage.